Well Rested..

Yesterday was a busy day. In the afternoon I had a dr.'s appt. to switch my birthcontrol. So now I am going to have Mirena, which is an IUD that is put in and left for 5 years to protect pregnancy. You just have in put in and forget about it. Thank god, because I'm not rememebering to take my pills what so ever and I def. don't want a another little one running around. So I have to go next week because i had to register my car and didn't want to miss city hall. So it was a bit of a waste but I got a pamphlet and got to pay my balance at the dr's. Then I went to city hall and registered my car. 113 dollars! Crazy. Its been one week since my car has been at the shop, it should be done soon!! I cant wait to drive it around again. I miss it :( After dinner me and my mom went tanning, which felt sooooo good. I really want to get back into my own. I haven't been putting on makeup or tanning or doing my hair, all things that I used to do religiously. SO I am going to start taking care of my self again because it honestly depresses me. I need that for my self. I am calling to get my hair high lighted and going tanning and making a point to walk more. And eat better. There is no way in hell I am getting in a bathing suit looking like I do right now, and its been 6 months..I need to lose this gross baby weight. I want to wear my old summer clothes and a bathing suit. I dont want to wear a snow suit on the beach, which is what I would have to do now.

Its hard though, to think about losing this weight because i HAVE to eat. I cant just skip meals. I mean i can, but breastmilk is only as good as you eat, so if I eat crap, my baby is getting crap milk. I need to change my eating habits and only eat good food. None of this trans fat and less carbs. Always easier said then done. Although I have been cutting out the snacks, and my pants seem a bit loser. SO that's exciting. Its just at 4 months I fit into some old pants and now at 6 months i still just fit into them. Shouldn't they be way looser? Not fair, these moms that lose tons of weight right after giving birth. Hopefully after I go off BC I'll become thinner. But honestly, no more junk, only good stuff from now on! I am determined.

The baby slept soooo good last night. I put him in his crib at around 9:20 and he slept until 10 which left time for me and seth to be together and cuddle and makeout whatever..the works. It was nice. I forgot how much fun making out can be. We always used to and it was just like whatever..same old, but now its like we are back being teenagers sneaking around after school. Ha. the good ol' days. God, I hope I never have a girl and if I do I'm locking her ass up. i was a bad kid and I know what teenagers are capible of and what lies they can make anyone believe. Hopefully today will be fun and productive. My friend from texas is home! With her 3 week old son, I can't wait to meet him and see Sam again, its been like 3 months. A long time. She wants to visit today, we'll see what happens. I want to tan again today and go grocery shopping. And walk..and that all that jazz. Well I have some homework to do while the baby still sleeps!!

Have a wonderful HUMP day.
ohh and go makeout with your lovah. It brings the jollies back <3