Everywhere I look around...

Spring is here! The weather is just beautiful. Me and Camden spent almost the entire day outside these last two days. Just soaking it all up! He LOVES the outdoors. If I lay a blanket on the porch, he will roll around and stare up at the sky and talk. He's the cutest little thing. And he has a little car that he loves to sit in and I push him around the drive-way and he just laughs. He also likes to go and visit with the horses and touch there noses. I have to get some pictures of that, its too cute!

Yesterday for the first time Cam put himself to sleep in his crib. I moved the crib right next to my bed so that he can see me and I just laid there next to him and before I knew it, he was fast asleep. It was short-lived though because the phone rang and woke him up, but still....a break through. It was very exciting. And yesterday I woke up gave seth a ride to work and then came home and the baby had woken up so we read books and played for a bit and he was ready to go back to sleep at around 7, well I nursed him and we both fell asleep until 10! It was amazing. Needless to say I got a good nap in. Of course when I woke up all I could think was everything I could have gotten done in those 3 hours..but ohh well. I haven't slept in months, I'm allowed one itty bitty nap right?

Last night Seth had his 2 round at the comedy connection and unfortunetly he didn't do as well as the first round. He suffered from attack of stage fright and forget his lines and everything. He didn't totally bomb, he just did the stuff from the first round, but he def. panicked. the look on his face made my heart just melt. He looked so nervous and scared...but believe you me he still rocked it! He juts didn't do what he had intended on doing. Ohh well. Everyone flops at one point or another, it always happens at some point in anyone's career. Look at Britney Spears!! He's amazing though, I know that he will just grow from this and perfect his performances just that much better. He was embarassed because there were agents in the crowd and reporters....but I told him this wasn't supposed to be for a reason! I'll have to think of something to make him feel better, he's really beating himself up over it. When I came home from the comedy connection, Camden was asleep so I brought him to bed with me and he laid with me for like 45 minutes until seth came home and i put him in his crib. I have no idea how long he slept in his crib because when I woke up at like 5 he was in bed with me. Apprently he cried, i got up and got him and nursed him back to sleep in my sleep. My mom says she remembers waking up and we were in bed with her, I guess mom's just do it second nature after a while. I feel rested though:) He's an amazing kid. My favorite look in the world is when he's like determined to get something or is really focusing on something...its the most precious look in the world! Of course my favorite sound is his laugh!!! But right now all I'm hearing is his cries! Lunch time!! Go out and enjoy the sunshine...!!

much love!